falling on the inside from your sky

sorry for the lack of posting. I'm going to try to start updating this again.
that's what I always say.
anyway.
this picture [from lookbook] kind of makes me implode and I love it.
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& lately the weather has been so bipolar and consequently so have I.

on wednesday [my birthday, hehee] it was deliciously warm and sunny. And then today I wake up, look out the window, and see

THIS:

ummm birthday update time?
in addition to redecorating my room [a work in progress] I got a camera, the ruffly top I'm wearing below, iTunes money, and some CDs, among a few other things. I'm really happy :D
have some pictures.

YESTERDAY:
yes, a picture with my face, finally. I guess one may surface on here from time to time.
wearing free people top and vintage key on a crap chain. and probably some pants. and headphones that so don't go with this outfit :D

TODAY:
really sucky picture taken in a rush before school D:
wearing my mom's sweaterthing, grey t-shirt, ae shorts, target tights, f21 scarf, and sequined converse.
this lame photograph does not do that top's color justice. it is like the perfect shade of teal.

WHY YES, I AM DOING THE NANERPUS DANCE, THANKS

YESTERDAY// PI DAY:
wearing hurley coat, F21 scarf, delias pants, and grey shirt.

lame picture taken off facebook and cropped on paint D:
all my files are on some hard drive and NOT ON THE COMPUTER because it was... having issues. I'm such a spaz... we were doing an interpretive dance inspired by the nanerpus. My friends and I are going through a bit of an obsession. :D
I believe that is all, really...

is it a wonder you're lonely;

Haro. Were you looking forward to another creepy, sucky picture? Of course you were.wearing my Lydia shirt, grey pants, UO shoes, bracelets from my grandmother.
This is a pretty lame outfit, but I love the colors in this outfit; you can't really tell what they look like from the picture though. Meh.

It may or may not have been because I was wearing my Lydia shirt today, but all day the first thirty seconds or so of this song were stuck in my head. Not even the whole song, just the beginning.

Also, this makes me want to punch someone but at the same time it kind of makes me smile- click:

real time is all we have.

thrifted shirt, delia's skirt, target tights, UO shoes, vintage jewels.

this is kind of a majorly lame photo, but I was in a rush to take it before my brother got home 'cause he doesn't want me to use his camera to be all "vain and emo". And yes, that big box on the dining room table is full of oranges. THERE ARE SO MANY ORANGES AT MY HOUSE.

Today I had no homework so I went to the mall with a couple of friends and bought a guys' sweatshirt for ten dollars, hehee. I don't really know what else to say. Some facebooking and web-browsing and such may bring inspiration and I'll edit this post if I can.

yet another post lacking any substance- enjoy!

Last night, I had a dream that I was in history class, and I got called to guidance. I had no idea why so I was really nervous and when I opened the door to the guidance office it was all white and like modern, and it was a wierd little boutique with lots of plaid shirts, and I think the counselor was like, "Can I help you?". IT WAS SO WEIRD.

Meh.dLast night I set my alarm for ten so I could get some of my homework done, but I ended up waking up at eleven. Daylight savings time is so confusing D:

Today I went to Value Village with a couple friends... I'm pretty much broke so all I got was a boy's flannel shirt, but it was fun and I'm happy with it. Meh. I don't really have anything else of interest to say, and I have a headache which may or may not have resulted from staring at the computer screen for way too long, so I'll end this pointless post.

laterz

WANT WANT WANT

Is it creepy that I really, really want this pair of shoes intended for men? I don't even care. They are just SO COOL. I finally looked up Swear because some really cool people on Lookbook have them. And I want them. I am trying to decide if I want black or white, but I'm pretty sure I don't have to worry about that, at least for a while, because I'm a brokemuffin.

It just occurred to me that I haven't written of anything of substance. Just shoes I want and angst. I guess that's me in a nutshell. Except not really.

Misguided By The 405

SO. Bloggers, if anyone is reading this, the answer to which is most likely NO, I just wanted to apologize, to no one in particular, that I'm going to actually start writing in here for serious. And my birthdaay is March 18th [ :D ] and I'm pretty sure I'm getting a camera so from that point on I will try to post some of my outfits. Won't that be fun!



In other news, my brother told me to draw a self-portrait on Paint in thirty seconds.

Hahaha. I didn't know where to start, and I suck at drawing. On Paint. With a mouse.

I Think I Could Use Some Snow About Now.

A week? Without posting? I guess so. I haven't had much computer time on the last week and the little computer time I have had has been spent on Facebook [yes, I finally got one; no, I will not link you to it.].
So what's new in the life of me? Not much. At all. In fact, too little. I don't do anything worthwhile with my life and it makes it feel so pointless. I mean, I consider myself a creative person, but when was the last time I did anything creative? I don't even know. Unless you consider putting outfits together creative. I guess it depends. But anyway.
I find it hard to believe that Christmas is in just over two weeks! It actually scares me. Usually I'm looking forward to Christmas long before Thanksgiving, and I guess I have a little bit, but somehow I'm having trouble getting myself into the festive mood. This is really depressing. I'm thinking that part of it is that I'm going to Florida for Christmas, which is not wintery and has no snow or pine trees, and the knowledge that I'm not gonna get very many persents this year. Even so. What's wrong with me?

Like a Rocket Through Me

Gah, I always expect there to be a thirty-first of November, and thus December always takes me by surprise. I mean, really? It's December first? Well, I guess it is. Whooo!
Today was a surprisingly good day, especially for a monday... for no particular reason. What was wierd, though, was this motivational speaker. He's the same one who we saw last year, and I thought he was really good last year. This year I found myself a little annoyed. He was definitely a good speaker, and he definitely got it [if you know what I mean... you probably don't.], but something about that speech... I don't know. It was about how everyone hides their problems and wears a mask to fit in and such.... I know all about that, but I hope it got some shallow kids to think about some things. I felt really wierd though, because he would go through all these stories/impersonations of people and their situations and problems and whatnot, and sometimes he would say something like, "Does anyone hear me? Anyone know what that feels like?" And sometimes I felt like there was a big arrow lit up over my head. I don't know. Meh. Wow, I make very little sense.

Hmm, I had something else I wanted to say but I can't seem to remember quite what it was. Get used to this happening a lot.

A Lazy Conclusion to a Fun Weekend.

Haaaaaaaaaah. Would you like to know how I've spent my day? Well, last night I slept over at my friend's house and we stayed up talking till 4 or so, so I guess that counts as today.... anyway. After returning home and showering, I've spent all of today until about five minutes ago cleaning out my room. Oh yes. And now I feel all light and refreshed (lol, refreshed) from throwing out so much junk. It's really sad how much crap I hoard. I'm afraid I'll grow up to be like that lady who was on Oprah that one time, who had like two hundred tons of crap in her house. I'm lazy, but maybe I'll find a link to something about it later. It was pretty gross.

Anyway. I'm happy to report that I've already recieved an early Christmas present: this jacketlike object in black. (Don't worry, I got it at Century 21 so it wasn't $130 like it is on UO.)



Yaaaayyyy! I have to admit that I really like the brown, but I couldn't find that one at the store, and there was no grey in my size. But I already have a grey jacket and black goes with everything, you know? Well, I'm glad because I've been really really in need of a new hoodie [I know this doesn't have a hood. Shuttup!]. SOyeah.
I have no idea why I just told you that, but I did. Meh.

Well, how was your weekend, blogging world? Mine was pretty funnnn. I wish it wasn't ending, though. Sigh, another week of school. Well, wish me luck waking up at 6:05 tomorrow.

Tall Just Like a Giraffe, You Have to Climb to Find its Head.

Good evening bloggers and haaaaappppyyyyy Friiiiiiiiday!
...You wouldn't get that unless you went to my middle school. Which you probably did not. I hope you don't go to my school, no offense or anything. What I mean is that I really just would rather not have people from school reading this just because then I would have to watch everything I said, and it would make me all self-conscious. What if I said something I didn't want people at school to know? Meh. I guess most people from school wouldn't know this was me, anyway.

Anyway. My week went by pretty fast but wasn't particularly bad, which I suppose makes it a good week. Today was a pretty good day... school was meh, goodish. I'm not going to go through everything I did today (not all that much, but still) 'cause that would be pretty boring. I will say that I spent a good portion of this evening playing Connect Four with my friend Vince who is amazing at it. I am proud to say that despite how painfully unobservant I can be, I managed to win five games. Out of like twenty. But that's beside the point. :B

I was looking through random stations on Sirius the other day, and I came across this song The Zookeeper's Boy by Mew. I gave it a listen, mostly cause I thought the name of the song had potential to be really cute, and the pokemon Mew is awesome... and I rather liked it. I suggest you go check it out, it's all cute and dreamy and poppy but not too cutesy.

I believe that's the extent of the random thoughts I've got to share for now. Wow, I'm lame.

Merry Foals Would Make A Good Indie Poppish Band Name.

Fellow bloggers, let me tell you, I am soooo happy right now! Would you like to know why? Of course you would.

I just got my braces off after I don't even know how long too long!! Yessss indeedy! Unfortunately now I have a bottom somehwhat-retainer-spparatus that tastes all gross and metally... and due to some stupidity I'm going to have to go back tomorrow to get my top retainer, which I must say I am dreading greatly. I mean, at least with braces your speech isn't messed up. Now I get to have a creepy lisp for a few months. Meh.
Anyway, on to non-orthodontics-related topics. Uhhhh.... let's see..

Oh. A pet peeve of mine: incorrect use of the word random. I must admit I am guilty (isn't everyone?) of using this word in some situations where it isn't the best word to use, but come on. Do you really need to refer to anything and everything as random? ...in case you haven't figured it out, the answer to that one is No, you do not. Rant concluded.

It seems that I've run out of things to say.
Wow, I'm lame.

♥Julia

It's The Second Post and I'm Outta Titles Already.

Guess what? Today's Wednesday. You probably knew that, though, didn't you?

November's almost over. Can you believe it? Fall always goes by so quickly. I guess it's because I'm not in a rut with school yet, and I LOVE autumn. I might go so far as to say it's my favorite season, and I really love all four seasons. I just love the leaves and the nice smell that makes you feel all cozy, and the weather is perfect in early fall 'cause it's pleasantly cool. Chilly enough to break out the favorite jacket, but not so cold you'll freeze without it. Sigh. Well, now that it's almost winter I guess those days are over... speaking of which, it was snowing yesterday morning! Snowing! Well, if you wanna call a few flakes swirling around snowing... but there were snowflakes. I guess it was more of a flurry...


Anyway. Today was a decent day. I've been pretty happy with my outfits these past couple days, despite the fact that I kinda resembled a street child yesterday and today my scarf probably blinded a few people. If I had a camera that wasn't broken I'd take a couple pictures and show you. Maybe I'll go get my mom's camera... Anyway. Speaking of clothing, have I mentioned that I am a clothing/shopping fashion addict? I'm a little hesitant to say fashion because I don't want to imply that I think I'm sooooooo well dressed or all trend-savvy or anything, but I do have a lot of fun being creative with clothes. Hopefully I'll get a new digital camera for Christmas and I'll be able to post my outfits every week or so.

Hmm, I seem to have forgotten what else I was going to say. That seems to be a constant problem for me.
Ah, well, if I remember, there's always the edit button... or maybe I'll just tell you next time I update.

'till then...
I don't know.

And So, Julia Gets a New Blog.

Wellwellwell. Here I am with my not-so-snazzy [yet] new blog! I was formerly blogging on AOL RED, not that your probably ever read my blog, hehee. I stopped blogging for a while but I've missed throwing my thoughts out into the internet, so here I am. I don't really know what kind of stuff I'm going to be posting on here... probably just my rants, obsessions, and bouts of teen angst. I might post a couple of my outifts once in a while if I feel like it (I'm lazy. And I have a broken camera. D: ) but don't expect this to be a total fashion blog.



I guess I should tell you a little about myself, eh?

My name's Julia. I go by various other names on the internet, this is my current.

I don't really know what to say about myself. I don't really have any normal interests like sports or acting or playing music. I do, however, enjoy art, clothes, eating, sleeping, friends, and the interwebz. I am a loser.

Wow, this has been quite the boring post. Sorry.
Come back soon, won't you?

♥Julia